What's on Your Mind

[East]

Trying to not let my anger and hatred and vengefulness get the better of me. There are some shitty people who I would be perfectly happy to see suffer and feel utter misery and despair for the terrible things they've done, yet the particular people I care about that were hurt by them are the very ones being an example of how not to be consumed with hatred and bitterness.

I just feel powerless and weak-willed and full of shit and dumb and should shut the fuck up

Aww...I'm sorry (((Miles)))

Been there so many times myself. I can usually bring myself back by remembering that my anger is energy that the shitty people get off on and that is usually enough for me to pull myself out of that hole....

If you can stomach it...think of something positive about them and keep it in your mind...it takes away all the power they have over you and no one else has to know about it. I worked in a bar and had to deal with ALOT OF CRAP so I developed a lot of different coping skills