What's on Your Mind

[starlight]

I have done many things for people and never wanted anything in return and they have never realised that i have done them things. Maybe i wasnt blatant enough with the obvious things i have done for people. I wonder why i ever bother, people think i care and i dot i recently dont give a flying fuck about most people, selfish yes but no one cares about me. I have lost out on many things in life and i hvae to live with the awful flashbacks and pain that creates, no i can not accept it.