Not That Anyone Cares But...

[InbetweenDreams]

lately i get really sad after i leave my mom's.
:/

I can certainly understand. I have had feelings off and on throughout my life and to be honest everyday with her has been a blessing. I say that because my mother has a lot of health complications...too many to list...but when I was 5 we learned that she had not one but three brain tumors, then it was osteoporosis, diabetes and RA... Over the years, slowly, but more noticeable now she gets facts mixed up and is more forgetful. The biggest factor is that it is simply to expensive and risky to operate and remove the tumors. In fact there was a very good chance that she would not be here with us today had they attempted to remove the tumors back in 1992.

As far as mortaility, I hate the subject, I do want to learn more and hope to start making better choices so that I can hopefully spend more time here with the people I care about.

I worry a lot about my mom, but why worry when you can make memories.