What's on Your Mind

[InbetweenDreams]

My physical trademark is my injured left leg, which some people consider me as a disabled lad. Additionally my hugely criticized face, which some people suggested me to do plastic surgery on it. Plus surgery scars and stretch marks all over my body due to my transformation from morbid obese to what I am now.

All these are solid enough to kill me off, emotionally; If I'm not a strong person.

Granted I went through hell to fight each demon but I defeated them. Most of the time.

I don't care if some people consider me as disabled, which I am not. For a 'disabled' person, I sure know how to kick some butt in sports, gym and such.

I don't care anymore if people want to criticize my face by saying it's sunken or such. I happened to like my post obese face. I don't think I'm good looking but I look decent enough for yours truly to be happy with.

You're only disabled if you own it. What I mean by that is if you think you're disabled then you are. I could have easily settled taking medication for heartburn, depression, anxiety hell probably blood pressure if I kept on smoking and just accepted that was the way it is. So very happy for you in that regard.

Sounds like I need to be more like you and accept myself, I have stretch marks here and there (I think everyone has stretch marks somewhere on their body). I'm definitely not perfect and will never be...I'll never be the guy on the cover of a magazine.

Whoever says you need plastic surgery should be forced to eat shit. One not only is it wrong to shame someone for how they might look but totally unjustified, you're a very handsome man. Just need to smile more