What's on Your Mind

[starlight]

What's on my mind? The fact i was threatened at work today and not one level of management gives and tiny piece of shit. I freely admit i am not one bit perfect but when you get ignored by everyone you turn to it is hurtful, "friends" setting you up with someone who texts for a while then ignores you for no clear reason then that friend buffs you off when you mention it. Why should i bother with them anymore? Management ho know you can not get in work yet still rota you in and then wont help with costs which travel as cost me more than i earned in my shift and tell me its my fault even thought they know there is me and another guy with no car they should realise before they rota us in. If you do something wrong they come down on you like a big weight but if they do its hush hush. The fact people you work with think they can joke about your sexuality then claim it is a joke. The fact you are made to feel like a child as you cannot say anything back or risk your employment, you do extra things that are not even considered helpful they just snide at you. 99% of workers are backstabbers, i mean i have witnessed things in that place that could risk so many jobs yet i have stayed quiet. You mention one thing and everyone in the company knows. Why would a guy text me on the advice of a "friend" who is ok in my opinion and trustworthy, why would they suddenly stop texting when nothing fully as been said above small talk. I dont know how much more i can actually take of the same things happening with everyone, i feel i have actually given up on life and this world and people. I cant try no more, im just too tired, why i am typing and posting this i have no clue as no one can help and no one cares or should care for that matter. I just cant trust anyone anymore,