What's on Your Mind

[starlight]

I need to get away from my life, i am so sick of it. I try so hard and everywhere i turn there is something against me and i cant get away nor change things. I am sick of the shit i put up with yet feel so weak, i am losing out on so much of life and i have already lost so much. Each day i feel like i want to run away but know my issues would follow me, i have this fantasy in my head but know its unachievable but it keeps some tiny bit of happiness in me alive. Its like i want to scream.