What's on Your Mind

[Sylph]

This guy messages me and expresses his interest in me, having never had a boyfriend before;

And we for the most part know each other from Primary School (My island is small, we have only so many schools LoL, tho it's a lot for our population) and so anyways;

He tells me things, like how he's wanting to build a life with a guy and blah blah, and all the while making allusions to this "guy" being me; but never once telling me so;


But so tells me the other day, I think Sunday it was, that he's going to Virginia to go Shopping for clothes and stuff (Which is actually an economic trick we use in order to save money, as things are more expensive here than in foreign)

But has not since messaged me, and I'm really not one of those types to "Check in" or "Pine for" some one; I talk to you when I do, which I feel is pretty frequent, but I do have moments where I get engrossed in something and may not be heard from; but going from how he was carrying on, to this now;

I'm just like

~__~

It'd be real easy to just "Ease up de pace" (Slowly break off) but I wanna give this guy a chance;

But between my ridiculously disparaged position in life right now, dealing with a lot of crazy bullshit, He's not making it easy on me and ultimately himself.

Ugh, Guys >->