How can I become comfortable being gay?

[Genersis]

......I feel like I left the closet only to go back into it. I announced I was gay and then never talked about it again.....

Thats whats happed with my family, I think its because in my family its always been taboo to talk about sex/relationships and the like.
I guess some familys are just like that. :confused:
I don't think I could ever say to someone; "That guy's hot" or "I really feel I need to find a boyfriend". I just can't physically say those words(Its extremely hard for me to say the words "gay" or "sex", even when theres no one's around!:eek.

When you say you feel embarrissed when you see "Homosexual acts", do you mean in general? Or only when you're around other people who know your gay?

Personaly I don't think you are homophobic, its just the way you were raised.
If you wish to change your behaiviour then it probably wont be easy....


Oh and.......
Welcome!:biggrin: