I think someone cursed me

[marshlander]

Much as I like to read magic and fantasy fiction I see no evidence of it in real life. My thinking is that things happen. Sometimes awesome things and sometimes awful things. Sometimes we are part of the cause, sometimes it is is other people, or circumstances or something completely out of the blue. As humans we are programmed to make sense of the world by identifying patterns and that is where I see there being an opening for belief in the supernatural.

I have had some years where one catastrophe after another has happened. I'm sure we all get years like that. I have never felt that any of the bad stuff was induced by magical forces though. I suppose we are able to avoid taking any action if we can blame someone or something else.

If I had any advice I would suggest you take it easy and don't look for reasons why. Just deal with each event as best you can. I certainly wouldn't advise going to someone who claims to have the answers (and that includes me!!!). If it helps, maybe get some talking therapy. Often we often already know within ourselves what's what and a counsellor can help you talk your way through that. If you want to explore within a little have you considered meditation?