What's on Your Mind

[ceez]

glad to see GS back, I was a little worried at first when I couldn't reach the site. anyway, I had a dream that had me down for a little bit, I had to choose between two guys to date and I went walking trough a mall with the guy I chose. we were holding hands and I felt the happiest I've ever been and terrified at the same time for holding a guys hand in public wondering if anyone would say anything. I felt pretty low the next day thinking of the times I could have had that but didn't because of religion and homophobic people around me. I was about to try jumping into dating but when covid hit all these damn responsible guys stopped going out , so now I'm waiting like everyone else for the lock downs to end and hopefully the vaccines will be out soon.