What's on Your Mind

[InbetweenDreams]

Well, I have been on the "grind" errr and came across this really hot guy and I know that I should keep my expectations low and normally I just don't bother with trying to message guys that I think are out of my league. Afterall, I'm 35, I'm overweight and so on. So I messaged him and he messaged me back and complimented me on my paintings and I was kind of blown away. I mean this guy looks like a young Ryan Reynolds, no joke either. Ah but he hasn't been back on in 3 days and it's driving me crazy. I can't get him off my mind and I do worry that I'm going to fuck it up, that is even assuming that we are able to keep talking. I do want to be hopeful but I feel like I'm getting a little carried away. Like logically speaking, I understand but the emotional side just can't seem to keep that under wraps. I'll be alright and all just needed to get that out lol.