acceptance

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I have had mixed reactions to my crossdressing. after some flamboyance I've toned down my attire...still feminine but not "in your face." this week the lady at the store I frwuent referred to me as a girl, caught herself, and said boy. a nice feeling. I still experience the politely discreet pointing and smiles but not as often.

this morning I was sitting on my back steps, still dark outside, in my oversized football Jersey and shorts (hidden under the Jersey). someone pulled into our parking lot and drove past me slowly, exiting out the other side. there was nothing else going on and I can't help but think they were passing to get a closer view. worries me a bit and hope it doesn't cause me problems with my landlord or with city police. I was doing nothingwrong but one never knows what story will be spread.

first real fear of anti-gay acts. still, I finished my cigarette and am leaving to walk about town, wearing my best girl jeans, a yellow button-up top, and my purple hoodie. um....and gonna pay next month's rent just in case, lol.

hugz n smoochies!