Have I crossed over.

[Sissysusie]

I have always considered myself to be hetrosexual, despite a long interest in cross dressing, and I have never looked at a man and found him sexually attractive.

I love dressing up, especially in a dress or skint with tights or high heels or knee high boots. However I have always viewed my self as a lesbian cross dresser, i.e I quite fancied a relationship with a woman whilst dressed as a man.

However, a few months ago I bought a cock ring with butt plug attached and have to admit I enjoy the feeling of it as I clench my buttocks on it. I have also started having a look at tranny porn and find it exciting. The thing is, I now quite fancy meeting up with a man, whilst I am crossdressed an being treated as a lady with the intention of giving him a bj. Despite this I still don`t find men attractive, what is going on?