Call me Eugene

[nightingale93]

Hi guys,
My name is Eugene and obviously this is not my real name, more like a conotation of my translated real name into my favourite foreign language. Neither both of them are mine. Anyway, i would like to use that name because it is kinda new to me to have a western name.

I am an Asian, 23 years old, living in a small, peace country that rarely familiar to these words, "gay" or "homophobic". Or may be these words sort of oblivious to them, but i don't mind at all. I thought i'ld be the only queer in this country or being different than other until a controvertial story about my countryman gone missing and found happily married with an ireland guy. My parents were quite aware about this and i dont know if they would worried about me when it comes to about their son in the future...

I have had a wonderful highschool experience n i think i am quite lucky having a normal life n college was even smooth though i never open my sexuality. I already accepted my sexuality long before my puberty. I always knew i was gay since i was a kid. I have feminine qualities; my minds mostly n i obviously dress as a male n i comfortable with those.

But lately, after my graduation and left college n all, i always thinking about my future n my desires n goals. I started having a thought of finding someone, a special one, and i always thought about leaving this country..start a new life n find a true love..yeah i know these is so wishful thoughts but...thts what i really wanted...i never date anyone since forever n yeah like i said i leaving n a country where queer is a word tht exist in a newspaper.

Yeah i found this forum quite long a go n i think it is a good idea to be at least being here n share my opinions...... Express myself n help others...so wait for my next post then!. Tq for being a good listener(or reader i guess..