Need some help-_-

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So I dont know where to start... I can honestly say I have been straight the majority of my life, but no longer have any attraction to women whatsoever...be it sexually, emotionally, physically, etc; and this is what made me consider if I really am gay. In the majority of the blogs or forums I read, people who identify as homosexual say they have always had these feelings...at least from childhood or during adolescence. I turned 22 this month, and it was only until recently that I "realized" that I could possibly be gay. I really never had any homosexual tendencies or attractions during my youth. It just seems to me that I am lying to myself because I realized this so late. I have never been with another guy, and I am worried that I will just become more confused if I decide to be with one. On top of all this, I haven't had that much of a sex drive lately. I cant get off to anything..its literally been 2 months since I have. Idk I'm just rambling now...any imput would be appreciated