Does anyone else feel this?

[Steven]

I've had quite a bit of "sexual fun", but everytime I have it I seem to feel bad about it...and want a relationship straight away instead of waiting around.

Most gay lads around my area are not really looking for something serious, and if they are I usually aint their type or their not mine. It's just typical life, annoying!

I mean, I just don't get why I can't have fun and not feel bad about it afterwards?

btw I don't wanna slag around, I'm just simply asking why I need someone so badly...and why I feel bad about it.