Catch 22?

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Even though people know I am gay at work, I am expected to behave to the straight-laced standards of working in a bank. Making a living, and eventually-hopefully a very good one is the cornerstone of the social lifestyle I want to enjoy. I want a successful partner, a nice home, and travel. If anything, tobacco, booze, grass or anything jeopardizes the way I make a living, it will be gone from my life immediately. Gay in itself is not an easy road, and sometimes it seems to me that we are expected to perform at a higher standard than straights. I live for the weekends. I get wild, but not out of control. Sometimes I pass myself off as a sleazebag just to see how people react.