Getting bullied, a little or even more.

[StanTheMan]

do you have to live in a dorm while at college?

is there anything online where you can with safety find a gay friend or two

It's the safest way to live anyway. This is not people-friendly area, many criminals. Dorms have guards at least.

I think I could register on-line for some gay dating service... We have one or two sites like this here.

That's a tough walk, I am not familiar with how acceptance is in Poland, but when I was growing up in the 1950's there was no acceptance, I was outed, which made things worse, no internet, no glbtq centers, no gsa in schools, sister saved my life from self destruction, went to nam cause I didn't care what happened to me. Now support the glbtq center, gsa in the local schools, am out to everyone if they ask, but just like a heterosexual doesn't say " Hi I am Joe and I am a hetrosexual", I don't say Hi I am James and I am gay. I have stickers on the back of my vehicle which show what my preferences are but I don't advertise but don't deny either. Your nineteen stay under the radar for a few years, graduate, find a job, by then you will have more life's
experiance to help you cope with your life, Huge Hugs, James
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In Poland there's no GLBTQ centers, no GSA, pretty much no support for gay people. I don't want to say "hi I'm Stan and I'm gay", cuz that's pathetic. That was my point - I want people to consider me a human first, but if they ask - it would be nice to feel safe enough to tell the truth. Nevermind.