08-20-2012, 08:20 PM
I have spoken to my wife again, she told me that she doesn’t know what to do and Yes she told me that is not the same. Even worst yesterday I couldn´t touch her, but we agree that once I am ready and if I decide to go, she will respect my decision and that I should take care of myself, she told me that she will cry but sooner or later she will accepted, may be she still autodenying it.
The only thing she asked is not cheat on her. Also, she told me if before I leave I want to go and experiment whatever I was free to do so as long is not with somebody else. I am really nervous, on the other hand, now I feel that I don´t want to hide again, I want to be myself for the first time in my life and I feel very relief.
The only thing she asked is not cheat on her. Also, she told me if before I leave I want to go and experiment whatever I was free to do so as long is not with somebody else. I am really nervous, on the other hand, now I feel that I don´t want to hide again, I want to be myself for the first time in my life and I feel very relief.