My time

[Bricg1970]

[quote=BobInTampa]I have been where you are and your wife right now is willing to do or say just about ANYTHING to keep her marriage togethe

I can see she is trying, she cooked today a special and asked me yesterday to have sex, I felt she was testing me and honestly I found it very difficult because I hardly could touch her, I wasn´t there. Obviously, it wasn´t the same, she doesn´t say anything but I noticed she noticed it, was simply different.

Maybe I should give her time to realize what happened, I keep myself open, she knows I am not restraining anymore, and I not even thinking to go back, is simply not an option. Even at work they don´t do jokes because of me, somebody told me a week ago and I haven´t said anything.

On other hand, my son of 12 years is in camp and is returning next week that will give her more support, she can relax a little and think quietly. Honestly, I sometimes prefer she throw me out, it would be easier, really.

When we were talking I told her we can give us some time, I move out for some time and will see, but I don´t want to give her hopes of something I won´t know if I will be able to do.