08-27-2012, 06:05 AM
Sounds like we're in similar places, just opposite genders! ;-)
It's extra complicated for me because I can't just go out and see. I moved back to my hometown, which is really conservative, and I have my two children. My ex knows I'm at least bi, but I don't know how he'd react if I had a relationship with another woman that turned into something. My daughter would probably be fine, but my son is a little kid who still thinks it's messed up that his mommy and daddy aren't together. I mean, he tried to trick me into tell his daddy "I love you" over the phone (clever for a 4yo). Even if I was ready to see, it's not like I have a babysitter. 8^/
But at the same time, I am lonely. I'm around the kids 24/7 because I don't work (health issues) and can't afford a sitter.
Such is life, right?
It's extra complicated for me because I can't just go out and see. I moved back to my hometown, which is really conservative, and I have my two children. My ex knows I'm at least bi, but I don't know how he'd react if I had a relationship with another woman that turned into something. My daughter would probably be fine, but my son is a little kid who still thinks it's messed up that his mommy and daddy aren't together. I mean, he tried to trick me into tell his daddy "I love you" over the phone (clever for a 4yo). Even if I was ready to see, it's not like I have a babysitter. 8^/
But at the same time, I am lonely. I'm around the kids 24/7 because I don't work (health issues) and can't afford a sitter.
Such is life, right?
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