A thing nightmares are made of..... not good

[Bowyn Aerrow]

Zeon,

I'm so sorry you are in such pain/hurt.

I wish there was something 'real' I could give you for that pain.

I fear there are no words that can really ease your heart. While many thoughts flicker through my mind, none of them will really do anything to ease the pain, nor help you through these other trials.

You are loved. Many of us here love you - no not as a lover (well maybe someone here has those feelings) - but we love you as a brother (or sister) and do care about you. I'm willing to wager that there are people in your life (face to face people) who love you. I find it difficult to imagine that a man of your heart goes through life loveless.

All of this stuff will pass. Yes I know, right now these things look insurmountable, but you will get through, there is a far end to it all. It will take time (and I image lots of hard work).

Just remember to breathe - humans tend to forget to breathe when they need to do it most.

Here is a Cyber hug I know it doesn't comfort as much as a real one, but I fear there is that pond and a bit of landmass between us.