Apathy

[ChadCoxRox]

Snug you have a situational depression without doubt and you can get some relief from counseling without doubt. That counseling will likely need to be a culmination of more than one outlet but should likely include at least one professional. It sounds as though you do not have sufficient resources in place to make the transition of being victimized by all the mess into a sense of being able to move from surviving to actually thriving.

Many do not heed such advice and waste LOADS of precious time finding their way haphazardly...usually to a place where they find themselves wishing they'd sought help and made better choices. You do NOT have to let this happen and can make choices to set yourself up better for personal success now.... both for your self and for your relationships.

This situation could also contribute to a clinical depression process but this scenario is WAY over assessed and drugged!!! Glimmers of HOPE in your post lead me to encourage you to make efforts toward healing interactions in a strategic way that can be VERY interesting to develop, plan and implement and give you an AWESOME testimony down the road to help someone else lost in a pile of crappy hurt and pain.