09-15-2012, 07:36 AM
Just wanna say that I'm sorry for causing ppl to turn cynical. Whatever that causes it...
Anyway, this thread is sarcastic in nature, I hope ppl realize that, but the apology is true as I felt like I've done something bad but I don't know exactly what...but I hope ppl don't read into things too much and jump into conclusions...again, I'm sorry.
Good news is since joining gs, I've came out to some of my closest female friends and my mom. I didn't expect it to be that easy but it was a breeze. She was more interested in how gay sex works lol. (she told me oral sex is bad because it can have bacteria on it and u put it in mouth...lol i love this woman) I asked her if she had suspected whether I was gay, she said she did not. Then I reminded her how I had this "role model" in 6th grade, which I had told her his name in the past, and I said that was when it started. She liked to think that he was just a "idol" to me but I explained that it was more than that. I must be really good at hiding it lol...I also suspect that my dad might be a closet case, and raised that question. She knows how he's like...he basically just leads a very selfish and bachelor life style...after she gave birth to my younger sister, they never had sex! I suspect the absence of father figure has a lot to do with me being gay but oh well, I do feel a little better now that I've told her. so...yeah, I've made progress and I have the forum to thank for definitely.
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Anyway, this thread is sarcastic in nature, I hope ppl realize that, but the apology is true as I felt like I've done something bad but I don't know exactly what...but I hope ppl don't read into things too much and jump into conclusions...again, I'm sorry.
Good news is since joining gs, I've came out to some of my closest female friends and my mom. I didn't expect it to be that easy but it was a breeze. She was more interested in how gay sex works lol. (she told me oral sex is bad because it can have bacteria on it and u put it in mouth...lol i love this woman) I asked her if she had suspected whether I was gay, she said she did not. Then I reminded her how I had this "role model" in 6th grade, which I had told her his name in the past, and I said that was when it started. She liked to think that he was just a "idol" to me but I explained that it was more than that. I must be really good at hiding it lol...I also suspect that my dad might be a closet case, and raised that question. She knows how he's like...he basically just leads a very selfish and bachelor life style...after she gave birth to my younger sister, they never had sex! I suspect the absence of father figure has a lot to do with me being gay but oh well, I do feel a little better now that I've told her. so...yeah, I've made progress and I have the forum to thank for definitely.
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