11-21-2012, 09:24 AM
wow great post. interesting because when i grew up i always thought masculunitiy was something hot and something i didn't really understand. I'm pretty sensitive and particular and can queen out, but i've always been attracted to that. HOWEVER, i've found that I need to be with someone sensitive like me eventhough i didn't initially go for someone physically like that. And the point here is that i grew up in a place that hated sensitivity in men, like it doesn't exist. So not only did i have to learn through aweful relationships to date more sensitive guys... but i also am finding my power in the inverse world that i grew up in.. its a totaly different world where i don't have to hate or judge my light. Anywho. Hope you're finding your light too. Congrats on making it this far