Strange crushes

[Blue]

Crushes I don't do often. Sure nice this or that body part, great this or that aspect of their personality but, I know people too well, they aren't as good as my imagination could make them out to be and, chances are, if I ever really got to know them as a partner, all the bad parts would come out and, I probably wouldn't want to deal with that because, except for a few people in this world, they haven't survived anything close to what I have and wouldn't appreciate my candid, sometimes blunt, opinion of them or my interest in getting them to want to fix themselves.

If I crush on anyone, it's someone that is more than at a safe distance, and whom I would never so much as wave to, never knowingly be anywhere online that they were, never encounter in any way.

So, the oddest would be a guy from an old porn flick called "The X Factor" I don't know his name, but every time he had sex, someone he knew was healed and, for me, he would be one cool partner.