Strange crushes

[Sylph]

I have a secret Crush... so Shhhh! :tongue:

Well, it's not like you'll know who I'm talking about, especially since you don't live on my fabulous island lol.

Anyway... I used to see this guy on my 8:45am bus to College[in the beginning of the year/end of last year],which was actually like 10minutes away lol... I don't like walking guyzzz!! :frown: lol . He would already be on the bus in the 3rd to 5th row and I would either sit right in front of him or right behind him [yes, I am a stalker lol].

And when I would sit in front of him, he would have to reach from behind me, practically wrapping him arm around me... okay not wrapping around me... just next to me, but he did in my little fantasies lol... to press the bell to get off. And I would squeal like a girl...in my head lol

But when I stopped going to College[long story], I stopped seeing him, which was pretty sad. But I occasionally saw him when I went into town on my "many" errands/expeditions, which it would be somewhat hard not to, as our island is only like 22Sq Miles long and Town[Hamilton] is like where everyone is[unless you're not in Town LoL].

But now working at the Zoo, I catch a super early bus, at about 7:15am in the morning, because Zoo-life starts early , so I was hoping to see him, but he still catches the 8:45am bus to work[I think he works in construction or something like that], so I still miss him, but for the past two weeks, he's been catching the 5:25pm bus home, which is the one that I catch and if not, the last bus at 5:45pm[the last bus that goes by my house and consequently his house as well, which I assume is nearby. Other buses run later, but they drop me off further from my house lol], so I almost always seem him on my way home, unless he catches a later bus or a ride from someone.

So now I see him on my way home and I secretly steal glances at him :redface: . I feel like a 12year old girl at a Justin Bieber Concert lol...

He's gotta be like in his early 20's. His gaze lasts alittle longer than usual when I see him now, but I'm not sure if it's cause he's interested or because of the Feathers I wear on my shirt...that are rather large and from the birds at the Zoo lol. Children always ask me for them, but other than that, I never really got a reaction to them before, so...

I just have a big crush on this guy and he's just lucky I'm not the stalker type, or I'd be at his window, fogging it up with my breathes of need and then bust in, tie him up and have my way with him... wait... what are we talking about? I blacked out lol.

He just makes me blush like a girl[no offense gurls ], but it sucks he's like 95% straight. That other 5% is maybe curiosity... hopefully

...I swear crazy i'm not?


[Did I say 'lol' alot or what?... good lord, it must be love! lol ]