Not That Anyone Cares But...

[southbiochem]

NTACB.............

I have constantly thinked about starting shit like that, Bowyn...drugs, alcohol, whatever..

I know what they can do...and as a degreed biochemist I know EXACTLY what I would be doing to myself..

I have never done any of that...despite my constant state of 13-14 years of "low mood"

I don't know if it was raising or if I'm "strong" which I doubt, but I have never done any of that...

lately though.---I've gotten to a place where if I didn't have a job I wouldn't get out of bed at all...

hence my thinking of giving up on being responsible and doing what everyone else does..

........ for you.....

you don't deserve any of the shit that's fallen upon you...and If it helps, I do take your words and expertice into great consideration