Don't mind me... Just gibberish...

[ManicReptile21]

Zet. Don't put yourself down. Don't recite the words of someone who is nothing but an imposter, a false reality. You aren't a failure. I felt the same way for the past 3 years. I've been up and down the bloody rollercoaster more than enough. Right now i just got my first stable job through sheer determination. I thought I was a loser too, that no one would ever love me, and that I was going to die a silent death alone. That wasn't the truth and it's up to you and me to make sure it never comes true. I won't sugar coat it Zet. You'll have to work for your value. But i assure you, you will be proud of yourself and love yourself once you look at the big picture. You say there is nothing left for you. I say the whole world is waiting to meet the real you. Mr. lovely is also looking for you too! Don't let him wait any longer. Get active. Focus. Don't be upset if you miss the first few shots. Everyone does. If you really try hard and put your best foot forward ( and show a little ass *wink wink*) You'll get what you deserve. You say give me no pity or grief. I say fine. I will give you something else. Truth. Open your eyes and take a long good look at your world. How can you improve it? How can you fix your dilemnnas. A little thought and elbow grease go a long way. I don't usually post long stuff like this but your words have plucked a chord on a dusty guitar. I know youre cool so go be---well----Cool!!!