i don't care....

[dfiant]

People have flaws, it’s a universal characteristic in human beings that more often than not people tend to ignore and dismiss. We all have flaws, some of which are quite noticeable and often times we’d forget that they’re there. I never want that to happen. How can we become better, if we think there’s nothing wrong us?

What you described before this closing sentence is quiet clearly NOT a flaw, it's a personality QUIRK. Not everyone reacts the same way to death, some people seem to not react at all as they were already prepared.

It is definately not a flaw, it simply is what it is.