Found him on a porn site :S

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Thanks Rox

I thought I could handle an open relationship - hell I even suggested it but it just creates distance from within. I start to wonder if I'm better off single long-term, but I just love all the romantic ideas and possibilities in a relationship

O well; thanks for replying

Well of course you prefer the love of a relationship and you can have it. BUT you must find and create it, not dream or wish it into being. Often, declaring intent to live single is the perfect way to finally run head on into the love of one's life! What you seek/desire does not usually come from trying out every person you meet, declaring despite reliable knowledge. Best wishes as you find you way. I'd say the more time you invest in knowing YOU and loving you, the better you'll be a knowing about someone else "for sure."