I need your help with something

[CodyH]

It isn't pathetic. You are just going through a lot of emotions and confusion. Never think less of yourself. You seem like an awesome guy and if he can't see that and if he leaves then you are pretty much better off without him because friends dont just up and leave after they get what they want.

Of course any time. Stay strong and be more confident in yourself . You will naturally make people gravitate to you by doing so.