Relationship with a masseur

[lizzielee]

Hey Marc and Blue ;

Thanks for the comment.
Well to answer your question. Yes.. I do gave him money. Not for sex but to buy things like shoes, handphones and a lot more. I guess I was wrong to begin with. Well... usually when it comes to gay masseurs here, it always involve sex. I actually knew about it with him but at first i just ignore it hoping that i can forget about it and he eventually will leave that profession. To tell the truth, rationally I truly think that you are right Marc. I am stupid to think that he would change just for me. I think he enjoy doing it. What was I thinking. Oh god... I made a huge mistake and its just too hard to let go.....

I think you are right in the way you see it now and I hope it all works out well for you....
take care....