10-22-2012, 03:18 AM
This reminds me of the saying, "if it looks like a duck, walks like a duck and sounds like a duck, it IS a duck." I don't know you but I wonder if you deserve better than the relationship you describe. I wonder if you realize that you are not the only one who is seeing and enjoying the company of this masseur and probably not the only one buying him gifts and feeling irrational love for him? Welcome to GS and I hope you'll find some clarity and friendship here!
Life's too short to miss an opportunity to show your love and affection!