i don't know what to do

[southbiochem]

Start little, pick the closest of your friends and go out, be in a comfortable environmet.

Thre is no need to throw out everything you have inside.

But, you need to let them know there are things about you you would like to share..

after the business of coming out I am sure that they have proven quite acceptant..

You have to be in a comfortable place first..take it slow and go for it