Not allowed to be myself.

[southbiochem]

No one in their right mind will tell a guy from an Arab country to "explain it to the parents".

Seems to be, as it's oh so common with Islamic nations, that you can't possibly live where you live and be yourself.

You have a college education, which is very very helpful.

See and do it now, to get out of where you live. Move out of that country.

Go the United Nations site and see where can you go. Most likely Europe should be your goal.

I know it's hard and it may seem not feasible but it's necessary. It's possible because of penalization of homosexuality in Kuwait. UN can help you.

I see you love your parents..or at least your mother but they won't love you anymore if they realise you're gay. It's incredibly unfair but that line of thinking is ingrained into them.

Also know this: no matter what your beliefs are, no single God will hate you on account of sexuality. Priests, religious hierarchs, HUMANS, will tellyou this, but it's not true. You can be a gay man and have a faith.