Not allowed to be myself.

[EvenOlderButWiser]

I am 18, almost 19. From Kuwait, a middle eastern country... :/ and I'm gay..
I'm scared because I am unable to dream of what I would want my life to be like

Society, regardless of where you live can do many things, but what it can't do is take away your dreams.

As others have said, if your society won't accept you, then maybe its time to look for another society that will. Your at university, why not start planning now to do some further studying at another university in a more LGBT friendly society?

If you don't want to continue in education, why not start looking for some kind of gap year experience in another country. You have options.

The one thing I can't emphasise enough, is that you must consider your personal safety when it comes to LGBT matters. There are a number of countries where being gay can also be dangerous.

Have a look here, and ask yourself where you would like to go.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:World_...y_laws.svg

Dreams can lead to better things

Stay Safe.

ObW
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