Help... I think i am addicted!!

[marshlander]

You've obviously found a way you think you can do this safely.

I'm self-employed and thankfully don't have anyone else working for me. If I did I think I'd feel a bit irritated that the person to whom I was giving my hard-earned money, and who I'd entrusted to do a particular job, was abusing my trust so flagrantly.

I sincerely hope you can find another way (or at least another time and place) of getting your jollies In the meantime, you may find it helpful to change some of your work routines so you aren't enslaved by your daytime habits. I realise that's not going to be easy, but good luck.