What's on Your Mind

[Wolfpack]

Just came back to the doctor. I'll be having surgery in 18 months. Then I'll have my life back. I'm so overwhelmed, scared, but happy at the same time. I'll be almost 35 years old and entering med school and just starting life. Feels like I am starting so late and it really makes me afraid. I want to stay youthful for a long time since I was sick my entire life. I want to experience being young and healthy... Just thinking out loud and rambling.

No you are not rambling, nothing wrong with stating how you feel. Sounds like good news for you, stay strong and I am sure you can get the life you want and deserve so much.