Really need help

[Virge]

I've met some guys around your age who are attracted to older men and liked them all. All were intelligent, mature and interesting. When you start worrying about what is taboo what you're really doing is letting other people, even strangers, have more control over your happiness than yourself.

You've found the best forum to be in. People here are the best I've found. They'd have to be to put up with me.