Dumped, and it hurts so much.

[CellarDweller]

I know maybe blocking him was extreme, but it's a case for me of "out of sight, out of mind". I almost can't bring myself to talk to him. I do miss him and feel sad, but I think it's generally me missing the memories of the things we did together. It was only two months, but we saw each other nearly every day and spent a lot of time together. He made feel really happy.

A week or so back he said to me that he needs me in his life as either a friend or partner. I'll give it another week and see how I feel.

You need to take care of yourself fright now. He broke up with you, and you're allowed to not want to see him or talk to him, and he has to suck it up and deal with that.

Don't let him guilt you into doing anything you don't want to do. You just do what you need to for yourself, and if you want to see him/talk to him later on, then you can.