the beginnings

[meridannight]

Not sure what to make of this thread...
I'm sorry guys...
This thread went from 'celebratory' to creepy to sad...

it has. and this is exactly what i didn't want to happen here.

all i wanted was you guys to see the bigger picture. instead you took one thing out of the context and made it about that and ignored the rest, even when i told you that's not what it was. maybe i wasn't too clear in the process what exactly bothered me but you could've asked me to clarify myself not assign emotions to my words that were never there.

i'm sorry. if i came across angry that was not what i was. behind the words i was calm, but i guess you can't see through the computer screen. i never intended to make anybody uncomfortable.

i'll let it go and won't be posting here anymore.