Fucked Up

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Blazinsmile

O boy, where do I start? My best friend fell in love with me. His my wing man, we would always go out together. We would go out after work on the scene in Soho and end up at my place. Same thing over weekends. The night will end with him sleeping next to me but it wasn’t a problem as I saw him as a really good friend that I trusted and loved.

He became a good friend towards my family and friends and everyone saw the friendship that we had and would say with out thinking that we would make a great couple (at first we laughed but after awhile we thought about it). He was single and my b/friend was in Prague.

He fell in love with me and every time we went out and got hammered he would get upset if I kissed someone. Later he didn’t want to sleep at my place anymore. It just got to a point that I had to make him move on. For awhile I tried to make him go out with every guy he met but he always seemed to still be infatuated with me.

We still good friends and I will always love him but not in the way he wanted it to be. I have some now that I am so in love with and I spend all my time with him.