03-15-2015, 07:24 PM
This is tough, because you left "first experience" pretty open. I'll just put down a few things in list form.
* At age 13, I found myself fascinated by a music video that had a male naked ass in it. I didn't quite realize why for some time.
* I found out how to get the Playboy Channel (in black and white, sketchy picture, no sound) at age 14, and I started watching when my parents were asleep. Although I got off on pretty much everything - I was 14 - my favorite things to see where scenes where men were having sex with women. I thought this was because these scenes were "more real".
* A male friend offered to do something sexual with me at age 16. I turned him down, not because I didn't want to (I did), but because I thought it would make things really weird.
* At a college "disco dance" thrown by the LGBQT student union, I ended up fast-dancing with a guy. I realized that I really enjoyed it.
* I finally started wondering I might be gay at age 20. I went outside to actively try ogling a guy. I ended up staring at a jogger's ass as he jogged by...and my cock almost ripped my jeans open. I went back into my room and jerked off thinking about it, and had probably my most satisfying orgasm to date.
* I started crushing on my old college roommate, who had come out earlier in the year. I decided to try "being subtle" by doing things like making sure I had my shirt off around him and whatnot. It was probably as subtle as a flying mallet. I finally spent the night in his room and offered myself to him. He turned me down.
* I came out just around graduation, then moved back in with my parents, which sort of put a kibosh on trying to make a move on anyone. I later moved to a small town in the middle of nowhere, which didn't help either.
* While driving to another small town (for another job), I picked up a hitchhiker. We had sex on the side of the highway.
Lex
* At age 13, I found myself fascinated by a music video that had a male naked ass in it. I didn't quite realize why for some time.
* I found out how to get the Playboy Channel (in black and white, sketchy picture, no sound) at age 14, and I started watching when my parents were asleep. Although I got off on pretty much everything - I was 14 - my favorite things to see where scenes where men were having sex with women. I thought this was because these scenes were "more real".
* A male friend offered to do something sexual with me at age 16. I turned him down, not because I didn't want to (I did), but because I thought it would make things really weird.
* At a college "disco dance" thrown by the LGBQT student union, I ended up fast-dancing with a guy. I realized that I really enjoyed it.
* I finally started wondering I might be gay at age 20. I went outside to actively try ogling a guy. I ended up staring at a jogger's ass as he jogged by...and my cock almost ripped my jeans open. I went back into my room and jerked off thinking about it, and had probably my most satisfying orgasm to date.
* I started crushing on my old college roommate, who had come out earlier in the year. I decided to try "being subtle" by doing things like making sure I had my shirt off around him and whatnot. It was probably as subtle as a flying mallet. I finally spent the night in his room and offered myself to him. He turned me down.
* I came out just around graduation, then moved back in with my parents, which sort of put a kibosh on trying to make a move on anyone. I later moved to a small town in the middle of nowhere, which didn't help either.
* While driving to another small town (for another job), I picked up a hitchhiker. We had sex on the side of the highway.
Lex
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