03-15-2015, 07:26 PM
MikeW Wrote:[MENTION=22564]VirgoMasquerade[/MENTION] haha⦠and for you that was only 3 years ago. For me, this early stuff was like OVER half a century ago -- almost like it happened to someone else. I can remember it but I can't *really* remember what all was going on inside my head other than it felt good and I liked it. Later on, as I understood how "secretive" this stuff had to be kept, that was more disturbing to me. I didn't like -- and frankly couldn't really understand why -- it was such a big deal.
I know, It sucks having to keep what we like to ourself with fears of being outcasted or blacklisted. I really wanted to tell that guy how i felt or just even befriended him, But at that time i was scared of being outcasted by friends,camp leaders, and my family... But now i really dont give a shit lol