First Gay Experience?

[Meerkat54]

The thing that i dont get is this business about "Well we've just met so we probably shouldn't go 'all the way' but sticking our dicks in each other's mouths is fine".
Then why not go all the way if you're going to at some point anyway, and if you're rushing into any kind of sexual activity already? People kid themselves thinking that blowjobs are fine because they are "not sex". And this isn't a age thing. You may be young but I've had the odd guy near my age do the same. It's impatience.

Short answer: It just wasn't something I felt confident/comfortable in, whether I was topping/bottoming/blowjobbing/jerking or not. And for my first actual experience with anyone, I didn't want to dive straight into anything serious that I may have later regretted as a result of it being a first experience.
I know how it looks and I get your point, but under those circumstances me and him both knew what boundaries had been placed, and what we were comfortable/uncomfortable with.

Don't get me wrong, though, I learnt from that experience that I dislike tonguing. So whilst I didn't do something 'all the way', I still got something informative out of it.

Long answer: Read the discussion on this thread for further information, from post #11 .
https://gayspeak.com/showthread.php?p=637786#post637786