Feeling suicidal

[Cridders88]

I'm saddened to hear you feel this way Subdivisions, and that you feel trapped. I remember reading your previous threads too, and obviously I can't say anything about your personality because I don't know you, but you certainly aren't a bad looking guy, far from it. There is one thing that stands out from your post as to why you may not have had responses on Craigslist and the like. The fact that you said "I am desperate and will reply to anyone". I suspect that is why no-one has responded, not your pictures at all, that isn't giving a good impression to anyone and is selling yourself far short

NativeSon has posted some good links that would be worth checking out. Keep phoning the psychologist offices. I do really hope you can work through this x