03-06-2016, 01:52 PM
Hi Delishes welcome to Gayspeak my Turkish gay friend 
I'll tell you a little story, it was only last year that I managed to accept to myself that I was gay, I felt the way you are feeling now, and sometimes I still feel hopeless and depressed that not everyone is accepting of who I am. I aswell have never been out with anyone ever and it's awkward talking to people you don't trust about girls. My dad was a homophobe and was part of the inner circle of the Orange Order in my area. My mum and I left him for various reasons, and it was not long after that I came out to my mum. Ever since then I have felt 100 times better and have started only recently coming out to people I trust. My point is you are who you are and nobody can change that. You will be so much happier when you come out, even if your dad disapproves. It's your life, live it the way you want it to be, and be happy
I'll tell you a little story, it was only last year that I managed to accept to myself that I was gay, I felt the way you are feeling now, and sometimes I still feel hopeless and depressed that not everyone is accepting of who I am. I aswell have never been out with anyone ever and it's awkward talking to people you don't trust about girls. My dad was a homophobe and was part of the inner circle of the Orange Order in my area. My mum and I left him for various reasons, and it was not long after that I came out to my mum. Ever since then I have felt 100 times better and have started only recently coming out to people I trust. My point is you are who you are and nobody can change that. You will be so much happier when you come out, even if your dad disapproves. It's your life, live it the way you want it to be, and be happy
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