03-22-2016, 12:02 AM
Thanks guys. I definitely don't feel pressured by him to take things further (although I do think he presumes its going to happen soon), the pressure is from myself. I don't want to hold onto my virginity for some Prince Charming who doesn't exist, I want to be able to have a normal relationship without the worry of this being there. I want to have sex and I want to have sex with this man. I guess part of my fear is I will be terrible at it and thats part of why I thought losing it to a drunken stranger would be best because I wouldn't care about disappointing them, but you're right, I know thats not the answer.
I'm not sure I'm ready to tell him I'm a virgin (do you think its obvious that I am?)
Anon, I don't really understand your question. Most (all) of my knowledge is from porn and friends. VERY little practice other than blowjobs (which, I won't lie, I was really happy to see he enjoyed IMMENSELY
)
I'm not sure I'm ready to tell him I'm a virgin (do you think its obvious that I am?)
Anonymous Wrote:How do you know what to do with things never done sexually before.
Anon, I don't really understand your question. Most (all) of my knowledge is from porn and friends. VERY little practice other than blowjobs (which, I won't lie, I was really happy to see he enjoyed IMMENSELY
)
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