In a fair bit of trouble and seem to be doing alone

[VirgoMasquerade]

Yes, you are a on the jealous side. Even tho its not like most jealous cases it's still a form of it. You got used to him always being around and single but now a new guy is in his left and that made you feel like you had nothing left. I don't believe you truly love him, You only like him now that someone else is "fucking" him and his time xD Why not spend a little time with your man maybe have a date night and do something very romantic?